From what I was told about the event after it took place, I was getting the hell beat out of me... but I distinctly remember a whole five minutes of sharing inner musings with myself. In fact, I don't remember what even happened to me after being bashed in the head with the pencil sharpener. But from what Perry told me after everything was over and out of the way, I was missing skin and meat from my middle finger. That would explain the current lack thereof.

Is this real? How am I possibly going to win this match against someone who has mystical ****ing powers?

Is there a way to beat a fallen angel? And if there is, how the hell do I do it? So far I'm not having any luck... and this is just proof that I shouldn't have come back when I did. Maybe if I had been younger with the same knowledge I have now, I would be able to do something with this.

It all comes down to who can last the longest. It's obvious that I can't beat her with my strength - because more than likely, the bitch loves pain. I can't beat her with intelligence, because she's pretty much evenly matched with me in that aspect.

So what do I have to do? There is no way that I am going to risk someone else's life to win this match. If anything, I'll end up risking my own the same way I did when I won the Guts and Glory championship from Athelstan and The Franchise over in Australia.

I had no idea what to do. I was at a loss of words and thoughts at that point, and I didn't see myself coming up with anything substantial any time soon. So should I have just laid there and took the beating until she decided that she was done mauling me? Should I have just opened my eyes and hoped for the best while trying to remove myself from the one sided beat down that was occurring at that point? Or should I have laid there, took the beating, and continued to try my hardest to block the agony out by talking to myself and focusing on just me? I went with the latter.

It's a shame, really. I am one of the most under-rated, yet one of the most talented wrasslers in the Wrassle[dot]Network, and I have yet to be recognized for my contributions. And it looks like it's going to happen the same way it did with Hardcore K... I am going to get edged out. The same way it happened with Aurora. I am going to get edged out. This time I am going to get edged out by Demonica Vile.

There is nothing I can do. I'm stuck. The Night Bringer got the lucky end of the deal and was born with a vagina, which makes people more prone to want to help her out -- no matter how devilish she looks. If only there was a way that I could get her off of me and put her through the damn window... that would help.

I could open my eyes and hope for the best, but I don't think that's going to work out too well for me. All I can do is stay here in my comatose state. Maybe there's a happy place I can go to -- somewhere that blocks out all of my pain and alleviates the fear of losing once again to a woman in the Bar Room Brawl. Last time I was in Rome.

After that, I faded out. I had no idea what was going to happen, or what was even happening at that point...

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